Life... as we know it

This week....for me, has been very hard. About a year and a half ago, we lost our beloved Grammy to cancer. This saturday being her birthday, i have been thinking a lot about her. Watching movies with our family pictures on it really brings her back into my life. And it helps me rember how wonderful she really was and how much she helped me with everything. Now sitting here, with each tear rolling down my cheek, i think about her, and just how important my family really is to me. Ever since my grammy died we have kind of drifted, and i know that it was bound to happen.....because she really was the one who held us together. But we really need to pull through as a family. Because nothing can pull a family apart more than death, and take it from someone who knows. It hurts...... it hurts a lot. In this life we really have to consider what love is. Its not just a word you can throw around, it is something that means more than anything in this whole entire world. With out love nothing would be beautiful. Nothing would have meaning. Nothing would be the same. And when you really, truley realize how much you love someone and their gone, its really hard. Dont ever let a moment pass by where you dont tell, your parents, your grandparents, your sibblings, your spouse, and even your friends that you love them. Because one day.... you might just loose them. And then you have to make it through the rest of your life, hoping that maybe, just maybe you said "I love you" to that one person. And pray that they know it. As im sitting here thinking about how i had the chance to say i love you to her, and really wishing i had taken it. But then knowing if i had, i would have seen her like that forever in my mind and knowing that i could never see her like that. So for now.... let all your family know how much you really love them, write in down in a letter, a call on the phone, send a message, just anything so they know how much you really love them.

Whats Hannah doing today?

Today I have done pretty much nothin! But after school I got to go to Haylee's house to do piano, which if i do say so myself.... i am pretty friggin bomb! Haha but onto more serious things... I am finally getting my grades up!! Yay! I get my "new" phone tomorrow. Why the quotes around new? Well i kind of sorta broke this same phone im getting..... TWICE soooooo haha yeah not really new to me, but im stoked im getting it back!!:) Thank you mom and dad for being reasonable!:) Anywho..... my life is pretty boring haha soo what am i going to do? BLOG ABOUT IT! Duh! Haha
I will hopefully be updating soon:) see ya all later!